1.10.03

This campus doesn't shrink. The only person I accidently run into is Dong. I don't know if I really miss home - it's more that I miss the feeling of familiarity. I miss walking down the street and knowing half the people I run into. I miss having friends. I guess I still have a few here, but it's not the same. Who said we have to grow up? Who said college was fun? For me it's the same amount of freedom, with less living space and fewer friends. Jeez. Why did I think that big city living would be for me? I hate it.

Eh well, it's only been a week. Not even. I'll give it some time.

Cake or death?
Ahh.. death please. No! I meant cake!
ahahh, you said "death" first!
Well, I meant cake!
ah, all right. You're lucky I'm the church of England.

28.9.03

I want to meet new people. Make some friends.

That's the thing. I try too hard. I'm overly nice, and then people I hang out with get the wrong impression about me, and then I don't find people I'm truly compatible with... shouldn't these things work themselves out naturally?

I think I'll start trying the friends thing again once classes start.

back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I try to forget you
I try to stay away
but it's too late
over you
I'm never over
over you
there's something about you
it's just the way you move
the way you move me


John Mayer - Back to You