I wonder if what I am about to write is contradictory to the nature of weblogs.
Ah, what the heck.
I am in jubilant spirits. Things just seem to keep getting better. Aside from one little hectic, frusterating anti-social 90-minute period of time yesterday, I feel like I'm discovering new things about myself every day. Even though I'm not getting any more sleep than usual, I feel (for the most part) awake, and I actually want to learn, and I put effort into it, even into thing I usually find boring and dreary like calculus. My efforts to lose weight seem to finally be manifesting themselves, and I feel that I am truly in athletic shape, and am getting better with every workout. I enjoy working out. what is that? wow. Opportunities for college seem to be throwing themselves at me. I find that I look forward to lots of things now, like the basketball dessert night this Friday and Tolo the following evening. I'm planning. I can see my future in clearer focus than ever before (not that that's saying much, but it IS clearer).
On the downside, we're at war, and words cannot express how much that sucks. A much more insignificant negative is the fact that I've stopped doing homework, but I suppose I can get away with that, being a senior and all.
I was going to get online a few days ago and complain about how bad my life was. That would have been an interesting contrast, from then to today. Who knows if my attitude will change drastically in the next week or two... but I have hope. And I think that's all I need.